Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Whatever.Today was pretty boring. I think. I played cards all day. Yesterday too. Whee. I never knew taiti or whatever it's called was so fun. But Asshole Taiti was funnnn too. Though the first time I paired up with Tiff and we lost. :( So she became Ass and I became Hole. Together we formed Asshole. Lols. Lame, right. :) But yeah. So today I played Stress with Jodie. Ok, fun, but we have played together like thousands of times already, so it's a bit, neutralized already. Then we wanted to play Taiti but I wanted Asshole Taiti (AT) but Jodie said she didn't like it coz of some reason I can't remember. So in the end, I played with Akoo, YZ, Sam, Tiff and... XH. I was King, Queen, Commoner, Prostitute but not Asshole. Lols. It was funnn. :)Today we had to make a final decision as to which we playing for netball. I said yes but I think I probably won't be able to play. Ergh. Sprained ankle acting up, cramps for no reason. My calf hurts like mad but I dno...And as for all those people who posted really nice comments on my blog... I don't know how the heck you managed to get to my blog- like maybe from some other person's link, I don't care... You know something? When people are angry, they type things they regret after that. I'm not saying I regret it. But it's not as though I like it a lot either. And I dno... by saying I'm rude and all that? Everybody has faults. I will admit. I am bossy, rude, etc. I can't even count. I KNOW I am. But that's not the point, is it. You're mad coz I posted bad comments, especially some about you? So I have something to say to all of you.Cheese: You know what? By saying Min Ee is cool, I do not mean you are not. It could mean that I thought that maybe you guys thought she was cooler. I don't know. Like, no matter how cool you are, you probably always think somebody is cooler or something. People: Even if other people read my blog, I doubt they would understand it coz it's about school life. But I'm not going to delete it. I don't know. Will it serve as a reminder as to not to blog my true feelings? Maybe.Leti: I'm sorry you didn't read it earlier, but I know you did try to talk to me the next day. But I was writing at that time, and I wasn't feeling like talking. I'm sorry if I offended you becoz of that, but yeah. Elaine: Note. I didn't say Akoo, QR etc. were not nice. I merely said they didn't do anything. I said 'the nicest people are the easiest to influence.' Maybe my English sucks or something, or my expression sucks, which my mom says it sucks, but I said they were the nicest people? I didn't use a single word about them being NOT nice. And if I did, I'm sorry then coz I have forgotten some parts of what I wrote. I don't have a superb memory. And oops. I just read it. So I did use the word 'I thought they were nice'. Ok, I was contradicting myself. But never mind. That's not the point. 'Esq: Whoever you are, I don't know. But you know what? If you have something to say, just say it straight on the tagboard and not use a fake name. If you have problems, try to solve it, not I dno... use fake names. Coz if maybe I wronged you, then I'm sorry. But I don't even know who you are, so I can't say anything. But the point is, I think those people I talked about have already made their statement on the tagboard? Unless I missed someone out. Which could be you. Or I dno. And lets talk about tact. If people do not see the need for tact, neither do I. I was expressing my feelings to whoever reads the blog or maybe I was venting my anger. Whichever. Maybe I'm sorry for the rest of the stuff I put, but as for which the part about Ching Yee being insulted after school? I stand by it. Maybe it wasn't tact. Maybe THEY wanted to vent their anger too. So maybe I can't really blame them. But the matter is over. I really can't think of anything to say coz if I do, I dno, this debate will go on forever? Which means I have any chance of well... I don't know, contradicting myself or something. Jodie: I can't remember if I didn't lend you something coz I didn't want to. Anything recent, that is. But you are welcome to point it out, and I will very gladly say sorry or try to neutralize it. Or something. Leen: Thanks. I thought about it the whole two days. At night and whatever. After the day happened. Like, maybe I shouldn't have posted that post, but you know, it's too late to regret or something.Cass: Maybe I didn't see you. But I didn't see everybody either. Sorry I accused you, then.
But just so all of you know, I took into consideration what Min Ee and Dawne said the other day. Maybe I don't feel touched about it, but at least they tried. And I tried to talk to them. Which didn't have much result. But maybe you guys are right. Maybe respect is gone. But I'm tired of trying and getting angry or any other undescribable emotion after trying. Maybe I will continue trying. Maybe I won't.
Hazel
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