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Monday, August 25, 2008

Today, was the exams. I didn't mind, especially not if I could go home to play Maple. But then, they announced that they were switching off the power in my home area for maintenance work so I couldn't play. Never mind. That was, at least, bearable. Then, when I got to school, my group announced that we had to stay back two hours... to do the sequence. I thought, Never mind, since the power is off, so I can't play anyway... Might as well stay back. Maybe I can even do some indiv-ing... Then they gave this freakingly difficult routine for us to do. I started getting pissed from then. I tried not to show it.

So, we went down to the track because there was more space. I did a bit reluctantly, but Min Ee looked pissed. And she said that we had to do it properly... etc. We went to the classroom after that to do it with the music. Obviously, things didn't go at all.

I told them I can't do the forward roll! Then Jodie said that I have to do it, coz otherwise Mrs. J may say how come I never do anything and later she scold. So I told them that she knows that I can't do it! Then she said so? Just do it lar!

Min Ee and Jodie said me and Mich had to memorise it otherwise we would fumble and ruin the thing. Min Ee said then we would lose points for the WHOLE GROUP. Then at the end, Mel had to go early. Mich asked if the routine was a little bit to complicated.
Min Ee said No! In what way is it complicated? It's already very easy ok! Jodie went Yea! Then what do you guys want us to do? Cut out one minute? Of our like, two minutes? What if Mrs. J says something like it had to be two minutes?
Min Ee said Yea, and it's not exactly far to Jodie too... she did a lot for this choreography... and last Friday, me Mel and her stayed back and you two didn't stay back. And Mich, last Friday you didn't have anything on and you still didn't go.
Jodie said And it's not like it's out fault the assessment is TOMORROW.
Me- Sorry if I had something on, then!
Jodie And I actually ponned CCA to do this thing with you guys ok?!
Me- Erm hello, I actually missed indiv-ing to do this thing?
Jodie- Whatever...

I am so pissed. I mean, hello? People who live in the perfectionist world are SOOOOO never going to be happy. And when I got home, they said the power had been switched off so I could have played Maple, if I had just indived for an hour or so, reached home at three, then played. Which made me MORE pissed.
I don't know why Min Ee is so perfectionist... this is just gym. It's a SMALL matter. It's not even a project! Not everything has to be perfect sometimes. Some people actually have lives to live, without everything being perfect. It's ok for her, it's ok for Jodie. THEY can do every part of the routine. But for me? Mel? WE can't do the forward roll. And Mel was just so nice, saying that she can just try and all that. And Mich hasn't had a successful headstand yet, and they expect her to do one in, like 10 seconds, with me as supporter, when I have NEVER done it. Do they even realize that this sequence was choreographed in terms of THEIR needs? Actually, not even needs, they just want the sequence to be perfect, not even caring if their group members can even do it or not. And they said it WASN'T complicated. Sure, for THEM it isn't!

I can bet that other groups one will be funny, they will do it while joking and all that, and even if they mess up half way they will start laughing and make a joke out of it all. If WE flunk, however, I can actually guess what Min Ee will do. Next time, I don't even want to be in the same group as her, not even for Netball Carn. She just gets me pissed off, what with her incessant moans and groans about hair, weight, height, etc. And Twilight. Before I actually asked her if she read it, she hated it. Then she started loving it. Well, if I can help it, I'm not watching the movie with her. I would rather go with my Band friends or Mich and Lisa.

I do realise all this has been written in a fit of anger which has lasted me the whole day. It's been ages since I got so angry. But in any case, I can tell you I am NOT looking forward to tomorrow.

Lurves... I can't take it out on you people reading my blog, it will be unfair to you XD
Hazel

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