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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Anyway... I'm seriously going mad. Sigh. Obsessions. Breaking Dawn is coming out soon. Funny, I'm not as obsessed or anxious or anything as I EXPECTED myself to be. Fads wear off. So do obsessions. Which is good? I think? Anyway, had Band today... Why are the seniors so strict? I mean, it's for our own good, sure, but it makes me feel so alienated. Like, I'm too scared to even WALK past the seniors while looking at them. I always look DOWN. Or look past. I don't dare make EYE CONTACT. Can you believe it? Seriously. How pathetic is that? I don't know whether to think that I'm too sensitive or... I don't know. I mean, sure, I don't like to think that going to Band was a wrong choice (not that I had much of a choice anyway...), and Recruit Band is fun and all... But I can't help but worry what is going to happen when I go Main Band! I hope it's not too disastrous. <3>
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